If It Kills Me...

hello
tell me you know
yea you figured me out
something
gave it away
it would be such a beautiful moment
to see the look on your face
to know that
i know that you know now

and baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
you know nothing
well you and i, why
we go carrying on for hours on and
we get along much better than you and your boyfriend

well all i really wanna do is love you
a kind much closer than friends use
but i still can't say it after all we've been through
and all i really want from you is to feel me
as the feeling inside keeps building
and i will find a way to you if it kills me
if it kills me

how long
can i go on like this
wishing to kiss you
before i rightly explode
well this double life i lead
isn't healthy for me
in fact it makes me nervous
if i get caught i could be risking it all
cause maybe there's a lot that i miss
in case i'm wrong

all i really wanna do is love you
a kind much closer than friends use
i still can't say it after all we've been through
and all i really want from you is to feel me
as the feeling inside keeps building
and i will find a way to you if it kills me
if it kills me
if it kills me

if i should be so bold
i'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
i'd tell you from the start how i longed to be your man
but i never said a word i guess i'm going to miss my chance again

well all i really wanna do is love you
a kind much closer than friends use
i still can't say it after all we've been through
and all i really want from you is to feel me
as the feeling inside keeps building
and i will find a way to you if it kills me
if it kills me
oh i think it might kill me

and all i really want from you is to feel you
yea the feeling inside keeps building
i'll find a way to you if it kills me
if it kills me
if it kills me
it might kill me

[via commonpleasure.org]